Aiaiai....

Well, I decided to have a blog whatever it means... It can be insane...

I think it will help me to improve my English and the most important: have a little usefull time.

Im in a complicated time of my life... My life "stopped" for some time.

Because of a cancer treatment I'm living with my parents and not able enough to work, live alone and take the risks I was taking to study, to have a nice job. I´m not a sad person because of my health treatment but, for sure, I want more for my life than be dependent of my parents and live in the small village where they live.

Two years ago, when I was been graduated economist, I decided to move to Finland in a crazy way. My intention was to have a master degree and improve my English somehow. I sold everything I had and, with help of a friend, traveled to Finland. My plan was learn enough Finnish and improve my English to be accepted in a Finnish university. That didn´t work at all. I had bad results in a English test(GMAT) and was not been accepted in the master degree. Anyway, that was been a great experience. It´s wonderful to travel! And Finnish culture is very curious, not easy, but interesting. I could say nowaday that I like Finland a lot. Hard to believe. :D
In the last two years i was been part time in Finland, part time in Brazil. Without my master degree, I didnt get the visa to live there but I also didnt give up of study there. So, Im still trying. :D
More: after many trips to Finland a have a great boyfriend there.
Nine months ago, cancer. I came to Brazil to visit my family and one health check up pointed cancer. I just have known boyfriend in Finland and everything goes more complicated.
Well, surgery, chemotheraphy, no Finland, no good job but my family, good friends and a nice boyfriend. Soon or later this chemotheraphy ends and Im back to the fight.

I hope until the end of this year I will be in Finland, living with my love, having my master degree and with good part of my beauty back(chemotheraphy can destroys any selfconfidence but i still feel myself a beautiful girl).

And now this blog. I think I will enjoy it!!!! I promisse better posts about my life. It was only a initial message to introduce myself.

Let´s go on... Life is beautiful.